He
came to us as a street wanderer. He was so small, barely eating, but purring so sweetly, making you love him straight away. We already had our own cat, Miss Beasty, a few
months older. From the second day, they began sleeping together in a sweet hug.
They became like brother and sister. We named him The Small.
Miss Beasty and The Small in a sleepy hug
Suddenly, after a few weeks, he left us and never returned, devastating us all. Miss Beasty wasn't eating for two days. She would stay
on the porch for hours looking and hoping he would appear. My girlfriend even would go out in the middle of the night and seek him
through the neighborhood. But, no sign of him.
In
desperation, she asks me one early morning (after sleepless night), if
astrology can help in finding him. I said, I don't really know how... Then she
reminds me, wasn't there something about asking a question, and astrology
answers... Yes! The Horary Astrology!
We
wrote down the hour, 21 July 2013, 5:54 am Skopje. The question was: will we
find the cat, The Small?
I
have never practiced Horary Astrology. My favorite is Natal. But,
nevertheless, I can browse my books and see what I can find out.
But,
I think there was no need, as soon as I saw Horary chart. All was clear. With a few basic rules, I had some answers. Sad ones, unfortunately.
First,
the ruler of the horary chart (the asker) was the Sun on the Ascedent, in
square with ruler of the 6. House (the lost pet). That simply tells that there
are no chances that the beloved cat could appear from somewhere soon. Further,
the Moon and Pluto in conjunction in the 6. afflicted from Jupiter and Mars.
Further
I saw was the ruler of the Horary 6.th (pets) was in 4.th (home). I can see that
he is happy, but in someone else’s home… Further...
Tell me if you think otherwise, but there are almost 2 weeks with no sign of him.
Maria Callas. Two words that remind me of suffering and
pain. Everything else connected with her, in my eyes, comes second.
With what did she deserve all that life gave her? And with
this I don’t think about the heights she has reached in art. I think about the
misfortune that followed her for 55 years.
The other day I read an astrological analysis about her.
Simply, I remained without comment: the astrologer interpreted the aspects and
positions of planets in the birth chart as it suited him. Alas, we will
make astrology speculative fun, if we go along that way.
And I've learned two things. The first is: you must be up
to date with the stuff you write about. You cannot write about some
composer's or singer's life, without having an elementary knowledge of music.
And the second - you just need to feel it.
Callas's ascendant cannot be Sagittarius, Capricorn,
Aquarius nor Aries. I have read at least five different analyzes, in which
every astrologer interprets things in his own way. I’ve once seen on
internet that Callas has ordered on two occasions natal chart for herself, and
she gave her hour of birth – both times the same. We must take that into
consideration. But we cannot escape from the obviousness that pierces our eyes.
With my considerable knowledge of music, and with my modest
knowledge of astrology, today I have no doubts that she was born with the
Uranus on the ascendant. A sign of a genius. And how do I back that up?
Callas with Serafin, from the years when she sang everything
To sing Wagner and Bellini in just one week distance,
that’s not just rare, it's outstanding accomplishment. Ingenuity.
Impossibility. Nowadays if you ask a soprano to sing Brunhilde and Amina in
just one week, she would laugh at you as you were a fool. Callas made a true
revolution with the roles of the “Belcanto”. She "dug" in the dust and revived many forgotten operas. With her, Donizetti and Bellini “resurrected”,
together with Charpentier, Spontini and Catalani. She could learn the roles in record time, and not only her's, but her colleague's also, on occasions prompting the text to their ears. And the voice? Cold,
metallic, creepy. It horrifies you. No softness, no tenderness. True Uranus.
Now you just have to rectify the birth chart and to see the
options: the timings from 12:00 to 12:30 on 2nd December 1923 are convenient.
The more Uranus is closer to the ascendant, the more your rectification is
correct. Maria with Pisces rising? Surprisingly, but it matches with ruler
Neptune in 6th house – isolated life, dedicated
to art (Neptune) that becomes mystical. In Leo – Italy and France, both
ruled by Leo, where she spent her entire life. Rome and Paris, both ruled by
Leo. They say she died from heart failure (Leo), but it's unknown (Neptune)
whether that was the right reason. The hour 12:15 PM suits best, when Fixed
star Formalhaut is rising on the ascendant.
Bulk of planets in 9th and 10th
house – fame and glory. Ruler of the 4th in the 10th house – private life exposed
in the media, up to tiny details (and it was Mercury – tabloids! Details!).
7th house is in double sign (Virgo) – more than two marriages (in her case
second marriage never occurred, but she had two life companions). Again Mercury
is the ruler (in Virgo), – both Meneghini and Onassis were Virgos!
Callas with her first husband Meneghini
Callas and Onassis, her second life companion who never became her husband
In 10th –
both famous and rich, both much older and both celebrities on their own kind.
In Sagittarius – both strangers (she was born in USA!). Mercury in detriment in
Sagittarius – both ugly. No happiness from marriage – Mercury is in detriment
and in square with Uranus and the Moon…
Jupiter in Sagittarius in 9th – benefits from abroad,
voyages make life better (cosmopolitan life also: she is Greek, born in USA,
childhood in Greece, life in Italy, the end in France). Saturn and Mars in
conjunction in 8th – she was cremated, burned after her death.
Her ashes were thrown into the Aegean Sea, while "Casta Diva" was played on a megaphone with her voice.
Everything is clear. You don’t have to blur the water. If
you want to confirm, just check the transits throughout the years, the solar
returns and the primary directions, and all will come out.
And at the end the whole point from the birth chart comes
from Pluto in 5th house in Cancer. The huge, almost fatal suggestiveness upon
the audience (Pluto – fatal influence, in Cancer – mass of people, all that
people in 5th house – they are on the stage, they are the audience!), the
impressive stage acting (sounds unbelievable, but there is not a single video
from opera performance of hers, the myth was born only from eyewitnesses –
to me, it seems that Pluto again has lid it's fingers!), than the mark she left
like a singer and artist upon her's and next generations to come, the fatal love
that led her to her own death (Pluto – suffering, death, in 5th – love), the
stillborn child, or just with one word: life of “Ridi Pagliaccio”…
That’s my thesis. I dared to offer it with different hour
even from the one she gave to her astrologers from her birth certificate.
However, it was 1923. Mistakes are possible.
Yesterday I had epic rain in my neighbourhood. It rained like never before. I had even in two of the rooms water flowing from the ceiling. Too bad I was in a rush to put some pots on the spots, and I didn't take any picture. I have one from the street however.
I remembered that day before yestarday was New Moon (it rained also). So I can assume all that rain was initiated by this motion.
I practice astrology more than 13 years. I don't make my living out of it, it's more like a hobby. But a hobby that has taken more sleepless nights in my life than anything else. It's like a venom: once infected, it remains for life. It doesn't leave you.
For 13 years I asked myself, what is actually the astrology? What does it explains? Human characters? Future events? The destiny? Оr is it only the "fun stuff" that entertainment pages of the newspapers and magazines are filled with?
Today we live a busy life filled up to the last second. There is simply no time to think of something else out of the pattern of everyday life. Our life looks like a movie, people around - like characters from a script, and everyday events, like a story to be told.
We, people, are the superior race. We've invented many different ways and things in order to facilitate our lifes. But we only managed to become slaves to our own will of making life easier. Today, can we help ourselves? Do we not need a little spirituality? Does God exist? What is actually life? Making money? Making family? Making love? Fighting? Having fun?
Too many questions. Are they well posted in a blog about astrology? Can astrology give us the answers we crave for?
Maybe. You only have to ask well enough, and you'll get the answer. Sometimes it's enough to have only a small piece of the whole picture. The picture about life.
After 13 years I've found out that astrology is not about bare "personal portrait" nor about snooping into one's future or past. It is about understanding why things happen. And if there is a reason, about understanding that same reason.
We, humans, are the superior race. Do we not need to know?
The answers are like the drops in the ocean. But it's fair to begin with something!
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